When I came to standing yoga mudra, I just wanted to stop. I felt nausea along with a wave of futility but no actual pain or other warning signals that I needed to stop, I just wanted to stop. For a moment, I rationalized that I could move into Yoga Nidra and it would still be sadhana which is quite true but, again, I knew that this was simply a desire to not be in postures right then. I did not move, thoughts skittered here and there on the surface. I just felt the nausea and wanting to stop postures and it felt horrible. The thought of continuing was horrible and the thought of stopping was horrible; so, I waited. In a moment, something changed and postures were no longer horrible.
05:30 Japa mala—20 minutes
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